Love…
Most online dating websites are ultimate FAIL.
Their algorithms quite don’t work out. I have a 80% percent match with most of my exes.
Anyway… I think that I’m putting too much stock into the idea of meeting someone online. I’d rather end up meeting someone as a friend and then it evolves into something more. However, most people jump the gun on relationships and rush everything.
Most relationships that I’ve had have skipped the dating part. I know it’s somewhat more efficient in the manner that most people start relationships these days… but I want something more than just jumping straight into bed with someone and it working out on the relationship side of things.
I know I should wait a while before pursing a relationship, it’s just that I go through cycles of being lonely. I’ll be lonely for a while, then feel satisfied with the friendships that I have. Then it’ll go through a cycle again of me being lonely.
I wonder how many other people go through the same things that I do when it comes to this.
I don’t want just sex. I want to eventually settle down with someone, but I still have a lot of work to do on my own before I get to that point.
So, even though I shouldn’t be worrying about it… I still worry a little.
I don’t want to be one of those guys in their 50s that’s alone.
